14 May 2008

Long Absence

Its been a while since my last post n im really sorry... i just dont know wat in the world to blog about... wat has happened since the last post??? i came back frm England... celebrated my long awaited 18th B'day!!!, went for follow-up which was abso*******lutely awesome, went for nursing interview at assunta which sucked, went for UCSI open day, etc.....
Bt there still that tiny lil thing thats bothering me!!!! LOVE Y does it have to be sooo complicated n painful... The guy i love is bloody leaving me!!! n it really hurts like HELL!!!!! i know i'll have to get over it but for now it hurts.. wats worse is that we're friends... i know some of u will say thats a good thing bt imagine everytime u see his face u remember the times u had together as a couple n knowing that it possibly wont happen again... plus he's going to Australia!!!! sometimes i question if God is having fun up there doing this to me... Like c'mon, Give me a break!!!! bt i know that watever he's doing, he's doing it for a reason...
On the plus side im gonna start Uni soon... at least i can get my mind off all of that... it juz seems soo exciting... most of the ppl i know have started n r enjoying yet i have to wait for the bloody july intake!!! hmmmm... cant wait for all the assignment to pile up.. sleepless nights... late nigth studying trying to cramp everything in ur head... bt im gonna enjoy it... nursing is gonna be fun!!! all the training to find the correct vain to inject n watnot!!! really cant wait...
well... i think this would be one of my last posts til i start Uni... then at least i'll have more things to blog abt!!! till then... ciao!!!!

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